why must u be th one?

u are just like my air now.i cant breathe w/o u





DENISE 奕莛
♥me w/o specs♥me in tuba

i am in OEPS a TAMPINESIAN
1E2 2E2
Tampines Wind Ensemble - TUBA PLAYER
NCDCC - CPL
i am a pianist, violinist, guzheng{ist!?}, tuba player and longed to be a trumpeter
first cry> 11July1995 {dun forget my present!}

FOR PEOPLE WHO HATE ME, SIMPLY GET LOST
BUT TAG TELLING ME U HATE ME :D
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my clique
PEIZI
XINYI
MASHITA
GUPENG?

my baobei,my loves
Alester♥doremon
Alyssa♥lesbo
Amelia♥greentea cheesecake♥tiramisu
Amirah♥milo
Azhimah♥sweetheart
Carol♥princess
Carlyn♥boyfriend
Daryl♥daddy
Ester♥many things♥everything
Frederick♥gege
Guangen♥snail♥piggie
Hidayah♥dardar
Hongyong♥bully
Huiwen♥lolipop
Jeremy♥hammy gege
Justin♥ah gong
Kailing♥ah ma
Kenneth♥gay partner
Khin may♥jiejie
Margherita♥turtle
Mashita♥♥potato cake
Ms Anisah♥aunty anisah
Ms Shanti♥cheepcheep
Ms Shen♥♥mummy
Nas♥fairy god ankle
Nichelle♥boyfie
Nigel♥gege
Peizi♥♥buddy
Rebekah♥something♥everything
Shaun♥gege
Sheryl♥twin
Tee Xian♥trumpet
Vanessa♥couple
Xinyi♥wife
Yuanjin♥jiejie
Yvoone♥aiiaii
Zhengnan♥da ge


sweet talk





my desire
NEEDS
{♥}last long with you,you and you!!
{♥}pass piano Grade 6

BIRTHDAY PRESENT I WANT!
oversize tee
NUM tank top
oversize tee alot..hmm mybe 10?
alotalot eeyore
complete eeyore collection
shorts/jeans/skinnies

WANTS
{♥}be an ACTRESS or psychologist
{♥}join BAND
{♥}to learn to play trumpet
{♥}get a PSP
{♥}involve in NDP
{♥}hair straighter
{♥}pink,white and blue belt
{♥}change phone--flip phone(lolipop!)
{♥}floral flip flops frm check
{♥}little miss brainy
{♥}a bigbig eeyore tks yuan jin((:
{♥}whole collection of baby eeyore :D
{♥}eeyore umbrella or any disney umbrella
{♥}nivea extra whitening inner cell repair body milk
{♥}nivea night whitening cream
{♥}白马王子
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akmal• alden• alyssa• amirah• amirul• andrew• anisah• aqmal• Arial Lin• azhimah•
benjamin• binxiang•
candice• caryln• chearmin• cheryl• cybelle•
dai yangtian• dearesa• dexter• dickson•
elvin ng• esabelle• ester•
farazian• felicia chin•
guangtou• gwen•
hansoon• hakim• hidaya• hongyong• huiqin• huiwen• huiying•
idris•
jaslyn• jasmine• jennete• jeremy• jeremy TP• jeremy NDP• jerry• jiaen• jiahui• jiasheng• joshua•
kane• kenneth• keren• khin may• kristal•
lin jing• liling• lingfang•
margher• meiting• michelle• mistika• melvin• Ms Sheih• MSP•
nas• natasha wong• natasha• natalie• nichelle• nicholas• ning yi•
peizi•
rebekah•
sebas• shafirah• sharon• sheryl• shili• shimin• shu min• singming• siyah• sylvia• syazwani•
wenfang• wenyi•
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yawen• yi hao• yongsong• yuanjin• yuheng•
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Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 4:58 PM
freaking random



my room :X



my bed :XX

hi.
hormones and people(:

i am really megggaaa bored.facing those four walls th whole day.didn't even step out of th hse T.T
sian took a few pics at home.sian mahh.
i am seriously fugging angry lahh.
angry with myself :X

haiiz..really nth btr to do lehh.
siansiansian.
can i like give up my life?
i felt like erm..reach th end of my pathetic life.
dunno why have this feeling but i just have it.

feel so sad for myself.
haiiz


currently listening to a song calling for u by SS501--my god i simply love Hyunjoong and Jungmin

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@ 11:41 AM
bored dead at home

kindda bored.
wake up at 9.26am forced up by a call. {parents not at home.}
T.T if not i think i will probably wake up now.
arhxxxx.
watch some kiddos show and then played my psp---kind of bored with my psp now cos th games i can pass, passed.th games i cant make it through, cant make it.

took some random pics.
guess who is this hot guy.
i think u know lahh Carol and Yvoone.{alwys take my hottt guy away T.T} yes is him lahh.
th pic nice right?but th face covered by th stupid reflection T.T
lols


this 2 pics is i ytd at night nth btr to do take de.cos of that rashes, i then put plaster de.
this morning when i wake up and my father realise that tweety plaster on my hand he ask me:
act cute izzit?showing off that u are not as fair as last time arh?
then i was like..wadddddahelllll!!!!??????
then laughlaughlaugh after that go {sa jiao} with my mum.
hahaha i am still a kid--not yet grown up :/
i am bored like hell.
hahahaha
sister preparing for A Level and not at home.
so i at home act big :X
take her mickey mouse house slipper and wear :X
mine is teddy but spoil liao T.T
then my foot pain mahh so wear lorh.
dun bother taking a pic.l8r lahh.if feel like it then take le post lorh.
hahahahas
posting later or tml bahhh.
hahahas i go watch DVD le.
buhhhhhhbyyyee
**winking at that rapist who is thinking dirty**SIR IDRIS

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Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
for idris

just realise that i called SIR idris
rapist and 30%.
kakakakagagagagagahahahahahaha ==''
kindda bored th show i am watching hours ago ended liao so on comp again ==''

freaking bored.
hahahas

RAPIST!!
RETURN ME MY DARLING
u rape him,snatch his tee and wear it todayy then....
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**i sadsadsad for GP

no tee to wear to band today.
T.T

rapist....

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lols ==''

P.S i have nothing better to do.freaking bored ==

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@ 7:35 PM
saturdayy bandd

----------------edited{ty natasha :D}

realise something?
i remove my ArchiveMenu

cos Hadi wanted to know what i wrote in my blog previous post.

....

went to band like last saturday and Hongyong came too
Seriously, kindda stress having sectionals with Hongyong

arhx too long nvr use th keyboard to type le always is use handphone ><> sad todayy too.
Hongyong say i frm 2E2 drop to E3.i dun mean that 3E3 is not a good class lah i just dun like th way Hongyong says it lah he sound soo serious.then when i start to {fa xiao jie pi qi} he then say joking only. T.T hongyong!!!!hahaha..u have seen too many sides of me le..now u know how to handle my emotions le then cant bully u anymore T.T
haiizz..

WADDAHELL happen to me!!!????
when did i become so hot-tempered?

today th seniors keep saying that i talk so much and i play th tuba so soft i feel soo useless T.T
why cant i play loud?
hehe actually can de but i scared to voice out cos l8r i play wrong, pull th whole band down T.T then i tell Sir Hongyong.then he say nvm no need to be scared de but i am stil ==''
haiizzz

then after sectionals, inside th band, Mr Samad keep pointing at me.



FIRST say: fasterfaster Denise is getting bored
LATER say smth like i cant play well or some other stuff keep repeating
that but form it wrongly.


i was like..err okayyyy
haiiz.
BTW, i have rashes on my hand after i came back from th toilet during sectionals but i dun care much it is only i realise it is worsen when i got into the band room then cos singsingsing then listen to Mr Samad's story then i start to stratch my rashes.waddahell hurt sooooooooo much lahh

and today he nvr come for band prac.feel like msging him and ask him how is he but i dun dare
haiiz..

btw,i dunno wad excatly happen to my leg.after dunno when, i have lost the feel of my left leg.just now when i am bathing, then th water splash on my left leg,it is like numbnumb de then painpain for a while after that, no feeling le T.T
what happen to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????

haiiz..

now have this weird feeling if i stand really close and look at Mr Samad, i will laugh like one kind cos it makes me feel that i am with Mr Hafiz and with that bowing thing.hahaha!!!
i dunno when we started it.i think is th raining that day.hahaha ohhmygod lahh..


recalled what Mr Samad told us abt the NCDCC thing during band.ohmygod the whole of last row looking at me {according to Xinyi} crap lahh i am like shit.
then i look down and play with my jacket.
my god lahh.
hahaha shyshyshyshy

sian..
nth to blog abt le.
okay i shall end my post here.i will post l8r or tml ba


@ 6:15 PM
horoscope

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@ 5:24 PM
A real Boyfriend

someon{i shall not say who} send me this and i feel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.


When she stares at your mouth

[ Kiss her ]


When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you

[ Grab her and dont let go ]


When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff

[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]


When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]


When she ignores you

[ Give her your attention ]


When she pulls away

[ Pull her back ]


When you see her at her worst

[ Tell her she's beautiful ]


When you see her start crying

[Just hold her and dont say a word ]


When you see her walking

[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]


When she's scared

[ Protect her ]


When she steals your favorite hat

[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]



When she teases you

[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]


When she doesn't answer for a long time

[ reassure her that everything is okay ]


When she looks at you with doubt

[ Back yourself up ]


When she says that she likes you

[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]


When she grabs at your hands

[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]


When she bumps into you;

[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]


When she tells you a secret

[ keep it safe and untold ]


When she looks at you in your eyes

[ dont look away until she does ]


When she says it's over

[ she still wants you to be hers ]


When she reposts this bulletin

[ she wants you to read it ]


- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is;

'Whose ass am I kicking baby?'


If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

Call you.

Kiss you.

Love you.

Text you.

Guys send as: 'I'd be this Boyfriend.'

Girls send as: 'A real Boyfriend'


Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 11:11 PM
results can kill ppl T.T

wad a nice time now..hahaha

okay..
kinda sad today..cos i went to 3E3. T.T i wan 3E2!!i wan the subject combination!!plus Xinyi is there T.T
haii

but at least Peizi, Natasha, Sheryl is there.
I can only rmb a few ppl going to which class..hmm

Alyssa 2E2 to 3E2
Sheryl 2E2 to 3E3
Xinyi 2E2 to 3E2 {nice class and nice ppl inside.good luck.}
Rasheed 2E2 to 3E5
Venassa 2E3 to 3E5
Nichelle 2E2 to 3E3
Huiwen 2E2 to 3E4 {got into th class you wan right??hahah all th best(:}
Kailiang 2E2 to 3E3 {walao...}
Zhengnan 2E2 to 3E5 {0.o}
Nicholas 2E2 to 3N2
Alester 2E2 to 3E2 {congrats(:}
Sidhanth 2E2 to 3E2
Jing Han 2E2 to 3E5
Nasrulla 2E2 to 3E3
Hidayah 2E2 to 3E4
Adrian 2E4 to 3E4
Sharmila 2E2 to 3E3 {i am shock.i thought u would go E1}
Daryl 2E2 to 3E4
Huiying 2E2 to 3E1 {congrats(:}
Wenfang 2E2 to 3E2 {congrats(:}
Margherita 2E2 to 3E2 {congrats(:}
Yuanjin 2E2 to 3E2 {wa nice ppl in your class too(: good luck ^^}
Ashley 2E2 to 3E1
Aqmal 2E2 to 3E2
Huiqin 2E2 to 3E2 {all th best}
Ahmad 2E2 to 3E4
Natasha 2E3 to 3E3 {yay(:}
Wenyi 2E3 to 3E1
Wenhao 2E3 to 3E3
Eugene tall 2E3 to 3E2 {congrats}
Eugene short 2E3 to 3E2 {congrats}
Sandra 2N1 to 3E4 {congrats(:}
Jasmine 2N1 to 3E4 {congrats(:}
Mashita 2E5 to 3E5 {even though we are not in th similar class,i'll still love you are support u potato cake.loveya <3}
Mandric 2E2 to 3E4
Han Jun 2E2 to 3E4 {wa pro}
Amelia 2E2 to 3E1 {congrats}
Fara 2E2 to 3E3
Azira 2E4 to 3E2 {congrats}
Khin May 2E2 to 3E3
Mistika 2E1 to 3E1


yeah.i only rmb those and beside each ppl have wishes and 'wishes' frm me.hahah
i went back school for self practice and to get appeal form.cos i wana appeal for Pure Biology. T.T i dun wan combine sciences i wan Pure!! T.T

sadsadsad

i wonder how my class would look like.
Who will be my clique nxt year,who will be my subject teachers and who will be my form teacher.arhxx

going crazy soon.....


@ 4:29 PM
hormones for 4 yrs

Sheryl,khin may,nichelle,fara,sharmila,peizi,andrew,kailiang,nas,lok tin,

:] and :[
forever for 4 years stuck in th same class


@ 9:10 AM
classes

kindda sad that i went to 3E3.
but it is okay lah.
at least same class as PEIZI, NATASHA, SHERYL AND LOTS MORE.

but i think i will appeal for 3E2 with Peizi i hope will go wih Xinyi